Finally a tear
Ah Chi, somewhat more calmly innocent smile at me as if the bottom of my heart has survived, to this life from past life had not been changed. He also seems to have been related to the ten thousand crags and torrents, visit thesuddenly come to life from a previous life, appears in front of me. So I know that between me and the Arab-Israeli-chi will be a story, an interpretation has not been finished in the previous story.
I have never asked Ah Chi, when he had to see me, whether it is in just a few seconds from the bottom of my heart to accept me as a child to accept a family member had not been met. Because I stubbornly do not think this feeling of a person are some of my ex. In fact, do not ask every question and there is no Do not care, it is important for us in a very short period of time from the familiar strange, and then to heart-to-heart.
Me and the Arab-Israeli-chi kind of magic in the familiar sense of domination, the beginning of the struggle between us all.
When the Fall in love with Ah Chi, is not a test. May be feeling from the previous life until this life, and only know that when found, I have been able to extricate themselves, and the Arab-Israeli aims are cruel at that time told me that he likes on a friend of mine.
I do not know how to do that he is, in the twinkling of an eye adjust their emotions better, to hide their own feelings and the Arab-Israeli claim to want to help him seize the happy Zhi.
The deeper the love may be, the more contradictions. I hope that the Arab-Israeli aspect of chi can be happy, and want to be able to monopolize the one hand the Arab-Israeli Zhi. Contradictions that mentality at all times, at that time is not torture me, let me become thinner, and the Arab-Israeli Chi on to point out at that time my thoughts.
And Afghanistan at that time of my blog, there are frequent exchanges of correspondence, although I did him at the same cheap louis vuitton school on the same Class. And Ah-chi on the letter at once wrote … … if I did not guess, you do not mind 39without someone39, that 39no people39 you are only a means to cover up the truth, … … you are Net as a situation of prisoners live, you have him in mind and his heart does not have you, you have a person of equal importance. Therefore, you are so apprehensive, want to use laughter to cover up the hypocrisy of all, you want to forget him. But so far, has not been able to do so … you … I did not admit that I like a drowning person grasping a piece of driftwood on the same hand do not, stated categorically that the Arab-Israeli Chi is wrong.
Still Louis Vuitton Speedy later, the Arab-Israeli-chi was the girl refused, then I dare admit the feelings of my own. I know my feelings on the Arab-Israeli chi has been too deep to me as long as he is willing to accept, even if it is only a mirage I do not care of a substitute. However, the Arab-Israeli Kwong also refused me the same, he said in his heart, my sister is a forever will never change.
Ah Zhi perhaps never know, he39s the no to my world What kind of impact. At that moment on, my world has been shedding all its color, leaving only pale.
I do not know how those days are past, the Arab-Israeli blog, let me deliberately alienate more decadent. I began to hate, hate and the Arab-Israeli encounter Zhi hate Ah Chi had my careful and considerate hate to point out the Arab-Israeli Zhi give my thoughts, I hope … … I hate all the hate in my opinion they can, but it can not change the fact that I still can not forget the Arab-Israeli Zhi.
At that time a very complex feelings down before, I am just like a person like change, do not care for them all.
Later, we all graduated, and in order to alienate the Arab-Israeli-chi, chi to make me and the Arab-Israeli Dear John twice. Of course, some are childish with much emotion, but alsokind of feeling. , We up on the good, but no mention of the feelings. At that time, I put each and there is a little like Ah-chi boy as Ah-chi, I told them well, even better I do not know are not like them. However, slowly over time in the past, I have slowly come to know in my heart, always, only the Arab-Israeli Zhi.
However, not to mention because I know that feeling, I can do and the Arab-Israeli peace-chi and harmony. I suppress their feelings until their apathetic. However, at this time, the Arab-Israeli Chi has dropped a bomb , he said that he likes are my! Numbness in my heart has been the response flat, only a faint bang. Until a few days later, this bomb in my mind and the brain explosion!
Although I do not know, he likes the so-called mean, but he39s also the day of this gentle and considerate and affectionate eye seems to carry with him, once again disrupting my heart. However, I do not have too many illusions, because I am afraid they will all only intended mistake.
Longer true in the years to come it seems that there is a little taste of love. I would like to travel, be aware of the Arab-Israeli-chi of the nervous asked me asked me this and that I will be at a meeting with the Arab-Israeli blogcall him want to say, let him speak to keep me listening, and Ah Chi I was also in accordance with when I frankly told the Arab-Israeli-chi, I envy the girls around him, he just does not smile like before me … so cool … in such circumstances, as if returned to us once the initial At that time, that with some sense of childhoodage, until there is a one-day emergency.
Before that day, Ah-chi to give me a call when the proposal and want to meet me, I am very happy he agreed to the proposal. I swear, if I can predict when things will happen, I will not agree to see him- two days after my birthday, we will meet - at least I will not go together with others. Unfortunately, I can not predict the future, so I went, and two days later for my birthday at the meeting, the Arab-Israeli Chi will not only recognize one or two people, with the approval of the consent of the Arab-Israeli-chi, and some will be at my appears at the birthday, I am very good on weekdays and in the girls together and hit the road happily.
However, as things happen, and until today I do not understand how that occurred, only know that our quarrel up suddenly. This is our only recognize the first six years of face-to-face since the quarrel, not the cold war, the quarrels are really the two people standing on the street stared at each other eyes, pointed at each other raising up! I was in speech, and the Arab-chi are the gift of the gab, so I turned therun, and even dropped a look at the side has spent some of the Friends.
Ah Kwong handbags are carrying for me, the money side of me decided to go home while crying. Came the voice behind a motorcycle, back, Kwong Ah yes, his face there is anger and there is no alternative. Will be open to my motorcycle around, he stared at me, some of their teeth to a small barrel of vinegar! On such a run? Put us all dropped, and my friend you are unfamiliar, you do not want to embarrass me? tearful eyes staring at me, just do not speak. Ah Kwong said you really do not know how in the end, and said go, they have to give it a little face to my left. Told me to go back! Deflated deflated my mouth, there is unlimited aggrieved mind, but is back together and the Arab-Israeli Chi , but ceased to exist a tacit understanding.
My birthday, the Arab-Israeli Zhi finally did not come. I cried, but finally know that this time, nothing has changed, although due to various reasons, I-chi and the Arab-Israeli people will never become a stranger, but in a quarrel, we have alienated the other side again.
A few months later, the Arab-Israeli Chi and I finally was calm on the phone, who is not mentioned once that the argument only say gently How do you do? I miss you.
To lay down their phone, I stared at the photograph in the Arab-Israeli Kwong and me, inside me ComeYan, Ah Chi Around the neck, and shook the hands of the Arab-Israeli Zhi My eyes areto do with the gentle beauty of the once … … years ah!
And gently tear down, I did not move, but their hearts know that this will be a tear-chi and the Arab-Israeli struggle this long a few years in existence the last drop, with a love of my heart tears. Because I know that my first love is the time for the curtain call, even though I am reluctant, however, has to pull down screen … …
